He called her today…

She saw his name on her mobile, a very big smile was drawn at her face…she almost jumped cause he called…

She made a promise, she will not talk to him, call him, or even ask about him, she will forget every thing related to him, not because he is a bad guy, but because the job was joining them together is done.. and each one of them went in a different way…

True she knows that he has a wife.. kids.. and she had never thought of him as her man… despite all of that …she was thrilled he called… she was happy to know that he cares about her, he called her as a friend….she dose not care…the important thing is that he remembers… this satisfies her ego…the female ego..

She was happy to know that she is a strong person…she was able to end a relationship… just erase him from her head… forget every thing about him.. even though she knows she is a special to him..and yes…as usual ..she succeeded…..she deserves bravo…so…bravo…

I spent the whole day alone in the office.. I like the idea of having an office where no one shares it with u.. u listen to whatever u want…call…talk any one with the freedom of act and speak… I always had partners in the office.. I know it is a temporary situation ..but still…I’m enjoying it…

I went to see my friend today, two other friends from university days were there, I realized that it has been years since I saw them last time, even though we r in the same city. Great thing about these meetings is that it get u back to the old days…to the days u were a kid.. enjoying life. The only thing that makes these meetings not that comfy is that when u find all the ppl have things, accomplishments to talk about, but u …u don’t…so u start to talk about others, that’s why I keep avoiding such gatherings…

Have I said that I like my new office…I like the big glassy wall, being able of seeing every one goes in and out of the building…waw…I keep on thinking of the snow.. it will be an amazing view…

I bought the gift…

Today I went to buy the gift for my best friend’s new born baby…and even though I said I lost interest and concern about the gifts I buy, I found myself thinking at the store, not accepting buying a very typical gift, the gift that every one would buy, and may not last for a long time…it had to be unique, I guess it is all related to me…I never accept to be similar to every one.. and the magical word…is to be distinguished…

Today I watched this movie “face off” for the 4th or 3rd time.. I guess I lost counting, the truth is I like this movie.. even though it has it’s portion of fiction (which I don’t like in general in movies), but I guess Nicolas is playing a nice role and deserves to be watched.. any way this is not the idea of mentioning this, cause I watched it, not according to my free well, but it was my brother’s choice…any way.. he was wondering about the ending.. and he said.. ah.. yes…the good wins eventually.. I smiled.. realizing that most of the movies ends in a way that draws a smile on ur face.. we enjoy that…I enjoy that…I guess it is a way to make up for the things that happen and end badly in our real lives…I hate sad endings…even though I love his movie.. “city of angels.”

I don’t feel that great about work….I just don’t…I get bored so quickly… I wish there is a magical bill for this condition…I’ll be the 1st one to ask for it.

I’m changing…I used to feel shy of people…so kind to them…even when they cause me pain…now.. I just don’t let them do that…I used to forgive more…never count the mistakes of a person specially if he/she is a friend….always give 2nd, 3rd and even 10th chance….now, I just give the 1st chance.. if it was misused…I’m so ready to forget about that person, and just erase him/her from my life…as easy as that…no regret…I guess life changes the person.. I’m kind of happy for this change…I’m just sick of being that silly girl.. a girl that hurts no one.. but still gets hurt…

“ba7ebek wa7shtene”…is the song I’m listening to right now.. I love this song…emotions r so delicate, and very touchy…good one hussen el jesmee, this is a song that each female wishes a guy to sing it for her…. With this high amount of love and care…

I am excited!!

if I am to describe myself,I would say that I'm a strange person...full of emotions..and very moody...but i guess it is in a good way....even though i get depressed and upset...but the silliest thing can shift my mood...

right now, I'm excited...don't know why...I know it is hard to believe ...bas wallahi I don't know why...ino no particular reason...may be cuz i did some work today...don't know...
any way...last week I saw my best friend 1st baby...he is soooo cute..and I loved him...but don't know..may be cuz he is so small...may be cuz I decided not to be attached to any kid...I did not feel that passion toward him..and I don't like that...i have to buy a gift...soon...cuz they r leaving in days..

I used to care about choosing the gift for the ppl i care about..now...i just buy any gift..i don't think that much...i guess i just lost concern...

Many things happened..

Many things happened lately, and I could not, did not want to, and did not have the time to talk about it…. I guess it is better to write it down….and now is a quite good time, since I can not sleep and I’m doing nothing but surfing the net for silly and useless stuff…

Lately I have been a facebook addict…and yes ..addict is the right word to describe the situation here, I just wake up in the morning to check it, go to work…. Back.. check it…go to sleep.. wake up…check it.. and so on…I think it is just an temporary status.. and I’ll get by it soon…hopefully…
The problem is that I’m becoming( if I’m not already) a facebook stalker, I just can’t stop myself from checking every one ..and what is going with him/ her…..I hate my curiosity …but again this is me…:)

I have been shocked with a woman I know, she is from family…she did a very horrible thing…. My heart really hurts when I think of it.. this is the 2nd time I’m officially fooled by someone…

Ramdan was nice.. true the weather was hot, and the day is long, but I really thank Allah we managed to fast it…and enjoying it…I prayed for Allah…asking for 3 main things…I wonder when r they going to be answered….i’m sure they will be answered…if not now...then soon…if not soon…one day….if not one day…it will be written in my book…I just love the fact that I’m a believer…

Jad el dinia sgherreh…I met a classmate.. I was going to say a friend ..but I chose the other word.. I guess it is better for this situation…I saw him in unexpected place…he did not recognize me.. cuz I was in my car and he was walking…I was happy to see him.. even though I recalled how our friendship has ended…and how sad and disappointed I was… but on the other hand.. I remembered uni days…and the amount of fun we had.

I made a first move.. yes …I guess I own myself the right to make the move.. other wise, I’ll keep on questioning what if…and again I have nothing to lose….

we have moved to a new building...i guess i'll talk later about this.....